At noon today I got to go to a meeting. I couldn't share in the meeting because my thoughts were too convoluted to be concise. I already had a concept running in my mind and the topic was synchronous (albeit different). I wrote about this in my sobriety blog.

Tonight I got irritable with the kids, it was the usual discontent with my responsibilities. I prayed and caught myself and resisted a few times. There was one particular moment in the evening when they were all sitting around eating that I looked at them all with great appreciation.

Thanks be to God.