This morning I was grateful to wake up on time as my youngest son had a t-ball game.  I woke up with the song in my head still.  I still had the idea that it would affect my spiritual connection.  I dismissed this as superstitious but resolved and prayed to get it out of my head.

We were having a really good morning and running on time until my oldest son made series of objections to my directions and harassed his sisters.  I suddenly lost my temper and yelled at him.  I yelled worse than I have in a very long time and I smashed one of his connect toys.  I felt terrible afterward and prayed and apologized to him.

We had a great time at the t-ball game, my young son did great.  The weather was perfect and I took my older son for batting practice. In the afternoon we took the girls to a patch of bluebonnets for pictures, then  we had a great family outing to a hamburger joint.

I got to go to a meeting tonight and talk to someone with 7 days sober tonight.