This morning I woke up late and I cut short my prayer time. When I got to work I jumped right into my tasks. I got up for coffee at 7:15 and as I walked past the north window on the 22nd floor I saw a brilliant reflection of the sunrise in the capitol tower. It looked like a lighthouse beacon that was infilled with power. I think of God's spirit that infills me but I absolutely must make the time for this gift.

Every day I have some low grade fear that the misguided and delusional forces around me will discover that I do not subscribe to their wills. I realize that I must grow in dependence upon the Father, that he is the real master and that I need not fear the events that occur in this world.

Today I was untethered to the winds of desire at times. I need to become more morally disciplined.

I took a walk at lunchtime and received some spiritual reparation by natural means.

I didn't get to go to a meeting today.

This evening I had to ask God to save me from being angry with my children while my wife was away at her meeting. I realized that in the back of my mind I thought it was too late and that I was already on a roll. I had to force myself to start my day over.

We had a nice evening from there on.

I had a premonition that my son will be a hero and he will have many children that will change the world.

Thanks be to God.