This morning I remembered again that I was having a using dream last night.  I have thought about and intended to write about this all week but have not had time or neglected this practice.  As a matter of priority when I sat down this morning to write I reviewed yesterday first.

When I woke up from the dream, I recognized that I had no significant recollection of the circumstances in the dream.  I just remembered that I was using.  In the dreams that I had this week I noticed an extraordinary difference from the using dreams that I usually have.  In each dream the only thing I was aware of was the part where I was high.  This is the exact opposite of most using dreams.  In most of these dreams I remember wanting, trying, preparing, and chasing the high.  But, I rarely remember actually getting high.  Sometimes I do remember it but it is only a small part of the dream.  I have some more thoughts about this but must get back to my school work.

Today I experienced something I had forgotten about.  I found that I had huge memory gaps in the factoring problems I was working on.  It seems that my shift last night back thinking about intra-personal logical concepts somehow affected my retention of the math lessons I worked on the past couple of days.