Today I thought some more about my brother and it taught me about myself. When I surrendered and became compliant it allowed for the light of truth to get a foothold. When I became open-minded it allowed for willingness to begin to grow.

I got to go to the noon meeting.

Today I feel as if I do not get a chance to be thorough at anything. Strangely enough I didn't realize that I feel this way until this moment. I have become more acustomed to this and less disturbed by it. I still need to consider it problematic enough to ask God to remove it.

Tonight I had the opportunity to be systematic in punishing my son for something he did wrong rather than getting emotional about it.

Thanks be to God.