Monday night I woke up at 11:40 and couldn't go back to sleep all night. This was probably due to sleeping so much when I was sick. It made for a long day but I was glad to be better.

When I dozed off just before it was time to wake up I had a dream of a physical encounter with another woman. I woke and had to resist holding on to the thoughts and I prayed for correction and replacement with my wife and it worked. As I went about my morning routine my thoughts drifted into a lost memory of a night in a hotel room with drugs and sexual activity. I had a thought about how difficult or impossible it is to not want that experience again in my life. After praying I had the thought that whatever experiences I have here on earth, even the lurid ones, the after life will be greater experiences. Except that they will be for the good and not harmful.

Today I wished I had more money for better food.

I had a good productive day despite low energy from not sleeping but I lost at ping pong.

I didn't get to go to the noon meeting.

This evening I had to pick up Bobby from his religious Ed and I was very tired so I wasn't able to get the Christmas lights started. I did get to watch my toddler daughter learn to climb her slide and slide down by herself.

I passed out at the end of a good day, thanks be to God.