It paid off for me to get to bed on time last night as i was able to get up in time to make breakfast this morning and make it to work on time.

This morning was tough at work. My teammates and I are being tested and placed under a lot of scrutiny right now. Some of us, myself included do not appear to be meeting the expectations. I was in a lot of fear and resentment. I had to turn to God to get me through it.

I got to go to the noon meeting, we read from "Physician Heal Thyself". I felt a good perspective re-adjustment from going to the meeting.

Back at work the turmoil continued.

At some times today I thought about how most people can't become willing to consider the need for a higher power until they have a life crisis. I thought about how the rich man has the hardest time turning his will over to God. I thought about how this may be due to the attachment I have to my judgements.

Tonight my wife was upset with me because I wasn't supportive of her going to her meeting during my son's baseball game.

At my son's game I found myself discontent over expectations that I have placed on others. My son played well but I feel disappointed in the things that went wrong.

I also feel that I am carrying the baggage of my problems today. I need to pray for God to remove them.

I took an examination of conscience and my perspective was radically re-adjusted again.

Thanks be to God.