This morning was very cool in the 30's which is just awesome for early April. It gives me hope that the heat will not arrive too soon.

I got to go to the noon meeting today our reading was on step 5. I thought about how step 5 is a lot like step 1 in that it addresses my denial except it addresses my moral denial rather than my addiction denial.

In the afternoon I received a reprimand at work. Afterward I was resentful at the demands and expectations of people. I thought about how this stems from my fear of losing credibility. I am too dependent on what people think of me. I was afraid of losing my job. I am not trusting enough in God in the event the worst would happen. Neither of these consequences is probably imminent but I fear them irrationally.

I got to go to my son's practice. I found that our coach complained to the commissioner about the games on Good Friday. I felt like a heel for griping at my wife for writing a letter. I feel remorseful that I didn't stand up for my faith more. I made amends with my wife about it. Later I found that the games have been postponed. I am going to mass.

I looked at some pics of my son playing t-ball and reminisced.

Thanks be to God.