Tonight I posted about addiction is not a choice on a sober blog.

I thought about how I almost told my sponsor the other night that I hadn't had a using dream for as long as I could remember. Then something stopped me. Late that night I woke up and remembered that I had had recent using dreams and nightmares that I could only remember when I was in a semiconscious state. It was very bizarre. It once again made me aware of the activity that happens behind the veil in the spiritual realm.

It was a great day, I went to the noon meeting. Once again I almost didn't go. I decided just to take the walk anyway. On teh street I ran into a guy from the fellowship that I haven't seen in a long time. He is 7 months sober. We talked for a little while and I felt like I had done twelfth step work just by walking down the street. I took this as a sign to go to the meeting.

Our reading was the personal story "Tightrope" again. I focused my perspective on our primary purpose.

I had to accept some humility today.

Today I felt inspired in a way that I have not felt in weeks.

Tonight I laughed and sang and danced with my wife and kids.

Thanks be to God.