This Saturday morning I woke up a little earlier and considerably more alert than recent days.  It was one of those times when I feel inspired during prayer and find greater understanding and make additions.

I got to work a little on my school project due Tuesday.  But, my wife left me with the kids and this kept me busy.

In the evening I got to go to a meeting.  I felt stressed out from isolation with the kids all day and questioned whether or not to go.  But, I just had to get out of the house and interact with adults.  At the meeting I felt spiritually flat but felt better as I talked to people.  I also sensed that they were not completely inspired.  I was asked to present a topic.  I talked about my objections to relinquishing my will and read from the Twelve and Twelve. I was a little disappointed to drift into things I have already said at meetings recently.

During meditation my ears began to ring and the radiance of light that I sometimes focus on appeared in a very elaborate and distinct way.

Thanks be to God.