For the past 2 nights I've been too tired to do my review. I don't recall the things I did to get off track but I was just so exhausted each night that I couldn't do it. Perhaps I was still tired from the holiday weekend. In that case it was not wise for me to have gone fishing twice. - selfish

Last night I had a dream that I was drinking. In my dream I was rationalizing having just one beer. I was saying that it wouldn't be a relapse because i didn't get drunk. It was weird to be inside my own head but in such a shift in thinking. I had another dream that I was hanging out with old acquaintances and they were talking to me about getting high and the sexual things they did on their binge.

Tonight I feel a renewed sense of priority for my Evening Review.

Today I was resentful for a short time with Christie when she didn't want to shop for a vehicle my way. Fortunately I had a change of heart and was able to accept that she will do it her way.

When I came home she had a change of heart and was doing what I had suggested.

Today I felt more productive and like I was learning more. And I felt more optimistic.

Al day today I could not shake the idea of doing step work meetings Stepping Stones.

I found out yesterday that the CA mtg. at The Ranch is moving to Tuesday night. I felt sad about this because I won't be able to attend anymore.

Wednesday night I called a guy about the new Bible study at St. Pauls. I was very encouraged by his helpfullness and he sounded kind of enthusiastic.

It's just a few days before my sobriety birthday, I will have 4 years.

Thank God for another "Best Day".