THe past two days I've been struggling with a respiratory virus.

Yesterday at noon my son and I were able to play his baseball game.

This morning I was physically worn out and so was my wife. She slept in and when she got up I went back to bed and passed ou hard. I feel terrible that we didn't make it to church but we watched mass on TV. I have to remember that it is a lot of work maintaining the kids when we are ill.

We had another birthday gathering today for my 1 year old daughter. We had a great time despite the fact that we were not feelig well.

I was resentful to my wife for not getting up early. I have to remember that my serenity is not dependent upon her and I need to cut her some slack for being sick. I think that I am clinging to a prolonged resentment.
I have fallen back into fear over my job situation. I must review the fact that my main mission in life is a spiritual one.

Thanks be to God for a great weekend.