I got to go and have a nice Valentines Day party with my daughter at her preschool today.

Last night I woke up with a very frightened and panicky feeling and sensed a frenzied presence in the bed between myself and my wife.  I was in one of those semiconscious states where you are partly awake but still dreaming.  I couldn't see it but it felt like a weird figure in a Tool or NIN video that convulsed in fast motion.  I sensed that it was very angry.  Then I could feel it partly inside of my head trying to get back in.

Looking back I believe it was an evil spirit that was being exercised from me by my guardian angel.

Tonight I got to go to a meeting. The topic was on step one.  But the presenter expressed that this is a heart program not a head program.  This got me thinking and disagreeing.  In the end I realized that I agreed with her sentiment but disagreed with the statement.  I need to record my thoughts about this.  I was divided over my thoughts but realized that I had to speak up.  I was able to put most of my thoughts together and express them in time.  I was worried that I came across as divisive.  I talked to my sponsor and he assured me that it came across as addendum.


Thanks be to God.