This morning I got angry when I was trying to do homework and constantly got interrupted and then my wife called and then texted me that it was not important.  I started to call her and tell off my wife but I caught myself.  I prayed for God to save me from being angry and for me to accept that His will be done.  I calmed down quickly and returned to sanity.  I called her back with a helpful attitude.

I managed to get an assignment done and attend to my duties in care of the children.

Today I suddenly had a thought out of nowhere that I was grateful not to be jonesing, tweaking, craving, paranoid, or dying inside. 

This evening I got to go to a meeting.  The topic was controversial to me because it addressed an issue that is not explicitly covered in the text.  I believed it was the sort of thing that should be kept outside of the meeting between sponsor and sponsee and appropriate counsel.  The sharing deteriorated to people relating their experiences with taking prescription drugs and their hard line stances on matters.   I believe that I have an appropriate perspective that I could have shared but I hadn't thought it through in time to share.

Thanks be to God.