This morning I found out that the job opening I was contacted about was now closed and I missed the opportunity.  I was both disappointed and relieved.  I don't think that I could take it on but I am still afraid of the current situation.  I have to face the fact that no one else is responsible for my situation but me.  That being said I thought today about just how good my life actually is if I just look at the fact that the bills are paid and I get to got to school and I get to spend a great deal of time with my kids.

Thanks be to God.