Last night I fell asleep laying down with my sick son. I didn't do a review and I don't recall much about yesterday. I went to our Friday night meeting and hardly anyone showed up. One guy showed up about five minutes before the meeting and I suggested that he go to the other meeting then about 5 or 6 people showed up and we had a meeting. It ended up being better than I thought.
Today I woke up very late. I got resentful at my wife for waking up later than me again. I washed the dishes, picked up the house, got the kids out of bed and then cooked breakfast. I felt resentful that I couldn't do the outside housework and web stuff and writing that I want to do. My wife got up and was able to go straight to the computer.
I felt angry and tired and sick so I laid down and meditated. I realized that I was hanging on past resentments about my wife not being an early riser.
It didn't matter what the circumstances were, I just had to be rid of the resentment. I prayed and prayed for God to remove it and he did. I did a very focused meditation.
The rest of the day I slept a lot. I felt sick, I probably have what the whole family has had.
Later in the afternoon I was able to get going and get a few things done. I got both cars washed and some stuff cleaned up in the garage.
In the evening my oldest son my wife and I went out in the back yard and looked at stars in the telescope.
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