I'm resentful at: The area servants
The cause: They fired me as Internet Committee Chairperson
Affects my: ambitions, pride, self esteem
Where was I to blame: I didn't go to 3 area meetings and I didn't make arrangements and give notice. I knew they might vote me out. I thought I was so good that I was above the rules. I placed too much value on the recognition of the position. I actually decided I didn't care if they fired me because I didn't care about the committee chair I just wanted to be webservant but then when they fired me I was mad...LOL!

I'm resentful at: My wife
The cause: For not making sure to arrange things so that I could attend the area meetings.
Affects my: ambitions, pride, self esteem, sex relations
Where was I to blame: I blamed her unfairly, it was just as much my fault. I made unreasonable demands from her. I am still holding the old sex ideal that the woman should carry the burden of the kids. I was trying to engage in a high maintenance personal activity that is not realistic to do and keep up family responsibilities.