Today I thought some more about the spiritual experience as inspired by the life on mars show.

I thought of how a life threatening crisis forced me to confront my dysfunction.
I thought of how lack of options forced me to confront the solution of faith.
I thought of how the need for faith forced me to research my objections.
I thought of how my decision for faith forced me to confront my morality and character.
I thought of how I had to go through a reformation.
I thought of how Saul had to go through a reformation period.

Tonight my wife went to work and I stayed with the kids. I caught myself griping at them too much.

When I said prayers tonight my middle son does what he usually does and prompted me to talk to God after our set prayers. I was grateful to him for this because I wasn't going to do it otherwise. I was especially grateful because I thought of doing a little review with them.

I asked God to forgive me for griping at the kids.
I asked God to forgive my oldest for telling a white lie.
I asked God to forgive #2 for not following directions.

Thanks be to God for a great day.