Yesterday I had a very down day after a pretty good day the day before. I spent a good amount of the day in bed as the symptoms from my flu returned. I was able to do all the kid pickups but I felt very out of sorts when I was up. I thought about how illness like this has a similar affect on the mind as mind altering chemicals do.

Today however was another good day of recovery. I was up and about pretty much like normal and my mental faculties were much better.

I did some good cleaning, some honey-dos, and some off-site errands. Even so I had an antsy feeling and wanted to do more but never could get a clear idea of what would be best.

I thought alot about the possibility that I have a lower spiritual resistance or weakened state. But perhaps it doesn't work that way. I thought about the need to get reconnected in spiritual fellowship activities.

I called my 12 Step sponsor today and tried to get together for the Wednesday meeting that we planned but he never called me back.

I was a little too gripy with the kids at times but I corrected this and made amends.

I watched the video of my son's game on Saturday, this was the highlight of the day.

Thanks be to God.