This Monday I had to work at resisting worry over my school work. I had to really work hard at getting as much as possible done.
I got to ride bikes to camp 3 blocks away, with my son today. It was his first day at this camp at the school he goes to in our neighborhood. It was very hot their as the A/C was out in the cafeteria. But, it was working elsewhere.
I struggled to stay focused and only got through 1 chapter of the 6 due. I had to turn to work on a different class in the afternoon because I had to attend it in the evening.
Today I thought about how badly my school is affecting my sobriety activities and how I must do it. I thought about the idea that the 3rd step is a decision to live by God's judgement, decision-making, rule, or bar and that this would be a move away from self-defined values and ideals. I thought about some new promises.
I got an email that I scored in the 90's on my test Friday.
My son told me that he almost cried when I left him at camp this morning because he likes me. Nevertheless I was grateful that he had a good day there and made a friend. My other son amazed me today by knowing the name of an obscure planet from Star Wars.
My sponsee called me and I need to call him back.
Thanks be to God.
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