Last night I had a using dream followed by several panick dreams. There was a dark, lanky figure in a blurry, surreal landscape in the dreams.

Today I had a random thought aout remembering where I came from. I sometimes hear and hav sometimes said that going to meetings and working with others reminds me of where I came from. I think a more important experience is that these activities keep me current with what I am.

I think that I can misinterpret being recovered as not being what I once was.

Today I didn't have any great disturbances. I had a productive day at work and I won at table tennis. I came back in a game from 16 to 4. When I came home I took my son to religious ed. and felt a great sense of belonging at the church. I took him to the park and practiced baseball afterward. Back at home I gave him a bath and I read a book with the kids and we watched a baseball game.

I talked to my sponsor this afternoon but I forgot to tell him about the using dream.