This morning I was resentful at my wife for sleeping late.
I was angry at my wife for sending my son to a sleepover the night before a baseball game.
At noon I was resentful that I screwed up the time of our baseball game and we got there late.
I was afraid that people would think of me as a loser.
All through the day today we watched The Pope on his visit to America. In the afternoon my father was visiting and we had a nice little talk about the importance of God in our lives.
This evening my son and I took a long bikr ride. We went back to the scene of his accident last week. He told me he was a little afraid going back there. He was relieved to face his fear and walk through it. We went to many places and a couple of new ones. He told me that today was the best bike ride we ever took. He told me today was an adventure.
Last night I got to talk to a guy struggling to find faith and sobriety. I shared with him some of my worst obsessions and their power over me. I shared with him what it took to find the Power to overcome them. I got to talk to him about his greatest objections to God. I got to share my experience in overcoming my objections.
Last night was a very good meeting, we read "The Vicious Cycle". I thought the writer's story was very much like that of a drug addict.
Last night I had a very strong using dream. I remember shooting dope three times. I remember the feeling of anticipation and apprehension over the amount of the shot that I was about to do. I remember digging around in my arm and registering and re-registering repeatedly trying to get the shot in. I remember nothing but a big disappointment over missing the shot.
Today I got to enjoy the simple things in life. Tonight I must make amends to complete my stepwork for the day and ensure my spiritual connection and sobriety.
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