Today I tried to keep up my momentum of heightened spiritual dependence.

I will focus on God's protection rather than my financial insecurity.
I will focus on God's love rather than on my sex desires.
I will focus on God's will rather than my ambitions.

I went to the noon meeting. Our topic was step four in the Twelve and Twelve. There was a visitor from out of town who said he was near his five year anniversary. He spoke of being seriously depressed and a person that just isn't getting "IT" in the program. He said that he reluctantly came to meetings in our town and got a new lift from new meetings and new people.

I am grateful that the program really works for me. I shared my emorional disturbances of the last 3 days and how self-examination and dependence upon God has renewed my spiritual experience. I am grateful that I can feel this renewal right here where I am and have been for the past 4 years.

Wherever I go, there I am.

I believe that Christ is the the way and the truth and the life.