I had a good morning and went to the noon meeting. Our topic was the end of step 3 and the beginning of tradition 3. It was a great meeting with many people there and an old member who is very active in the fellowship. I spoke about my trials with lack of willingness and how it was key to a complete surrender of my will. I also talked about how by surrendering my will and allowing it to be re-formed I was able to experience joy in my life again.

At the end of the day I felt like I was walking through a minefield juggling han grenades again. I am kinda worried that I will be laid off tomorrow. I had to ask God to relieve my anxiety on the way home today. I am going to strive to find that place of right perspective about this again.

Today the thing I could have done better was to ask for help from my coworkers at the end of the day.

Last night and tonight I got to speak to a sponsee.