This morning I made a big mistake. I woke up at 5 am and fell back asleep until 6:12 am. I then got mixed up and thought that it was 5:12 am. I didn't realize that I was late until it was 5 minutes until my start time. Then I didn't call my new boss directly. I called the main line and then called my old boss thinking that my current boss doesn't arrive until 9:00 am.

I almost got fired. I had to endure a painful chastisement from my boss and I didn't feel like I could speak truthfully to him when he asked me if I thought he was overreacting. I couldn't remember my decision making process when he asked me why I didn't call my boss directly and I thought that it was because I didn't have his number memorized.

I was very afraid and demoralized today and I was buried in work. I like having lots of work but I was teribly distracted and it all felt like a big minefield.

I had to ask God for help amd turn to his kingom for perspective.

I didn't get to go to the noon meeting today.

My wife gave e a lot of moral support tonight and helped ease my fears.

My family gave me comfort also.