Last night I was afraid that I would be sick again today. I got up groggy but persevered and made it through the morning with only a slight cough. at times throughout the day I felt as if I were going to relapse (on my cold) by i did not.

It was a difficult, scary day for everyone at work as it was deadline day, testing, training, and meeting day. At the end of the day a guy got fired. Thankfully today it was not me.

I got to go to the noon meeting. I almost didn't go out of fear and distraction, even as I walked up the last block to the church. But I went anyway. We read from the story Crossing The River of Denial. I felt more inspired and passionate at a meeting than any in a long time.

As I walked away from work I had to pray repeatedly for got to take away my fears and I experienced that conversion again where my perception shifted from demoralization to feeling the luckiest man alive.

As I mowed the yard in the warm, breezy evening I thought about how helping others be grow free through the pursuit of perfect truth and love is the greatest accomplishment a man could strive for. Greater than creating material, financial, or career success.

I tried to hook up with a guy to do step-work but we missed each other.

We had a nice little evening at home.

Thanks be to God.