It's been a crazy, busy day with a lot of ups and downs. I am grateful that we got my wife's van fixed today.
This morning I tried to prepare for my math pretest and I got very afraid as I was unprepared. I was also afraid of the course load that I am facing. I got resentful of my wife. As the day pressed on and I had to interact with her and get caught up in the craziness my resentment tried to broil to a level that I hadn't felt in a long time. I thought about things and tried to turn away and pray.
I thought a bit about obsessive micromanaging and micro-tasking of personal affairs.
At mid day my wife surprised me by agreeing with me that I needed to drop a class. She admitted that she was driving me obsessively.
The day ended on a positive note.
Thanks be to God for this day.
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