Thursday, December 20, 2007

Today I thought more about humility being the key to acceptance, surrender, honesty and willingness. Pride, willfullness, delusion and denial are the obstacles. The root cause of these is fear.

Tonight I got very angry about my wife going out to an evening meeting and the house is a mess.

I had to pray for God to remove my anger.

My son read this lat line over my shoulder. He advised me that I should always close my review with a thank you to God for a good day. He added that if I didn't have a good day that I should just thank God for THIS day.

I also just recalled that the doorbell ring as I was thinking about how old I am and can't sustain these long days. As my son and I opened the door a UPS truck was pulling away. There was a package at the door. I remarked about how late they were working. A feeling came over me that these long days are my job.

Thank you God for a good day and for acceptance.

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