Monday, December 3, 2007

Today I was too sick to go to work but was much better thn the last 3 days.

In the morning I was sore, tired and had a some minor anxiety spells. I was also depressed and afraid for missing work.

Going forward I have to stay in the moment and be grateful that I have a job that gives me time off when I am sick. I have to work with what God gives me in health and trust that my performance will be measured by my work.

I have to remember that it is just a job and that God takes care of everything.

This afternoon I was much better. My wife encouraged me to walk to school to pick up my son and help him collect acorns for his science project. I let him play for a while with his friends at the park then we started home. We found many more types of acorns than I expected and we were able to write him up a great science project tonight. I enjoyed our time together, these are memories that I will cherish.

Tonight my wife encouraged me to go to a meeting. I was so concerned (afraid) of making it to work tomorrow that I was not going to go but I changed my mind at the last minute. I realized that I was not trusting God and that I might actually sleep better.

I am grateful because it was a good meeting.

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