Last night I found out that we had to pay a large amount of bank fees for a financial mistake. I got angry at my wife. I managed to stay calm and kind and to just get out of it. I worked on our budget while she went to her meeting. I even took a break and took a bike ride in the circle with the kids.

I felt the anger return and I just went straight to bed without doing a review. I prayed for God to remove my anger alot.

As I dozed off I drifted into a panic dream. I woke up terrified. I realized that this was a glimpse of the battle going on on the spiritusl plane. I realized how more willing I must be to be rid of the anger.

This morning it started again. I thought about plans to do what I always do and find a clever way to fight with my wife and point out her mistakes in an attempt to change her.

I realized that I must fully concede that I cannot control or manage my anger.