Tonight I watched a program about te way human beings track time in their minds. I watched as the scientists tried to show mechancal processes in the brain and were "asonished" at the measurements that showed an area of the brain that was actie supposedly while the person was tracking time. It didn't even
blink or anything it wa sjust a bright spot.

This made me think of how today's society wants to explain the workings of the mind by looking at the biology of the brain. I am starting to see this as like trying to understand the design of a database by taking x-rays of the hardware of a computer.

This morning I resisted acting resentful to my wife for sleeping until 10. We made it o church on time with low stress anyway. At church she didn't stick to our discipline method with our 2 and 3 year old and she and they fought the whole time. I was able to stay out of it and stay focused on the mass. Afterward I eventually gave in and gave her a litany of her mistakes.

This afternoon whe went resale shopping for a long time and I got resentful.

This evening she went to her meeting and afterward I enjoyed talking to her.

I am still resentful that she is undisciplined.