Friday night my wife had 2 kids sleep over. - resentful

Saturday we had a birthday party. We were extremely busy and I had to stay home with the baby. My wife asked me if my sister in law could borrow my truck in front of her. - resentful

I talked to my sponsor on the phone about his medical condition. He is going through a lot, he was in the hospital for 10 days and had 6 inches of his intestines removed. I felt really bad because I didn't go visit him in the hospital. He told me that a lot of members of his family were present the day of his surgery. He said about 125 people came to visit him. He was really grateful for the support of the fellowship. He called me as a way to be accountable. I was honored to be considered part of his circle of accountability.

I learned some more from this about my self-centeredness. I haven't ever cared abou tothers enough to visit them in the hospital. I also was so estranged from close friendships before that I don't know how to be a good friend. I was at the Doctor nearby the day of his surgery but I didn't think it would be appropriate to visit. I know for the future that it is never a bad time to visit a friend.

My son was grateful for my wife's effort to give him a great party.

My Dad said he met one of my friends who thought highly of me.

In the afternoon I spent time with my parents. My wife left to go do somne returns and errands. - resentful

I worked on myy fellowship web forum.

My wife and I watched a late movie which made a great impression on me.

Sunday morning I read the scripture reading with my wife. She asked an important question, what does "the Lord of hosts" mean.

Sunday at church was both rewarding and extremely difficult. The kids started out sitting well in their seats but went nuts toward the end. My wife took kid #3 and gave her a spanking in the bathroom that everyone heard. She was behaved afterward.

Sunday I was very tired and had sveral naps that I was remorseful about. I forgot that the pain meds make me drowsy.

We watched football and had a great time.

My wife had events that evening. - resentful

I was too tired to do my journalling and went to bed very early.