Last night I was very tired and distracted when I tried to do my review. Tonight I am in much better spirits. It's quiet now the kids all went to bed and my wife hasn't gotten back from her meeting yet.

Tonight I got resentful that I had to clean up. My thought was "Is it really too much to ask that the woman of this house keep it tidy?!". I'm sure this is self-centered and inconsiderate but I'm not feelin' it now. However, I am aware and fully believe that it isn't the thing that's important. What is important is that I have this disturbance within me. I need to be rid of it and then find forgiveness.

God, please remove this fear of losing time to mundane chores. Help me to see what's really important and to quit relying on my own perspective of time lost. Please remove my fault-finding and intolerance. Please help me to be grateful that my wife does so much for me and the kids and that I have a home to clean up.

Today I had this eager feeling that I am about to do great things. That I am going to be involved in something important and fulfilling. That I enjoy life today and don't dread making it through the day.

A guy at work got a call from a friend out of state friday night who said she had a premonition that he needed her help. At the time that she called he was at the emergency room with his daughter who had come down with an excrutiating pain. He believes that it is coincidence and that people who want to believe these things see what they want to believe.

I believe in the concept of synchronicity and I think my feelings today are true.