I woke up tired and sick feeling this morning.

I barely hung in there at work and wanted to go home several times.

I was afraid when we interviewed a prospect for a coworker and I was the only one who had anything critical to say.'

I felt afraid when I didn't call someone back at the end of the day.

I felt dissillusioned with the world as I walked down the street to my truck.

I struggled with tiredness, shaking, sneezing, coughing, and tremors at home.

I felt afraid that I wasn't helping my wife enough and laying in bed.

I felt best when I did have to get up and help with th ekids even though it was very hard.

Regardless of all this I still felt grateful to have a rich spiritual life and a purposeful life.

I wanted to cry watching Rudolf the Red Nose Reindeer with my son.

My ears just started ringing,

Hello God...