Tonight I find myself irritable, tired and discontent. I am grateful for my life but I am not showing it. I love my kids but right now I just feel the fatigue of their naintenance.

I prayed for God's will to be done and I received a thought that I can start over with them as soon as I finish this mediatation.

We made it to Church on time today and we practiced baseball again. I am in a great deal of financial fear but i still trust that God will come through in the eleventh hour.

I had some thoughts of spiritual matters today but I don't recall what they were.