Wednesday, October 3, 2007

This morning I prayed for relief from my bladder problem. I asked God to help me get through the morning and if it be his will to heal me of this problem. The pain stopped shortly after my morning prayers. I had some minor pressure later but nothing serious.

This afternoon I got to go to a meeting. The topic was step 1, the allergy. I spoke about how it helped me to understand this and explained things for me. I didn't bring to mind the 3 parts of powerlessness as I see it, allergy, obsession, blank spot.

Tonight I had to resist getting resentful at my wife for getting angry with the kids. I tried o encourage her not to vent anger at them. I felt that I have to resist trying to fix her but that I have to step in to help the kids. I tried to identify with her and let her know that I am just as prone to the same irritability but that we have to resist expressing it to the children.

I reflected last night that there are so many experiences that I experience and fail to capture in my review. I sometimes miss or dismiss the most important things to review. I also forget some of the best moments of gratitude and epiphany. I regret this and hope be able to cut through the confusion of daily life going forward.

Thy will be done.

Corrective measures
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I should think more tomorrow about the man who is still sick
I should reach out to my cousin, brother and sister and call them regularly
I should try to record my thoughts and shortcomings more regularly

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